but seriously, my girlfriend is awesome. She just left, and I mean I seriously could not ask or want anyone better. She insists on paying for everything, she LOVES having sex with me, she always sends me thoughtful text messages throughout the day, and when she's on her way over here she'll pick me up stuff sometimes. When she came over tonight she brought me some Hershey's candy cane kisses <3

I couldn't wait any longer and gave her the presents I bought. I got her this green and white Vans shirt, these cool tattoo ed hardy-esque skull plugs (her ears are gauged), and some little white gold hoops with a CZ on each for her cartilage piercing on her ear. Her eyes lit up and she hugged me real tight saying "you listened!". she said that because I tend to forget things A LOT.

She's picking me up tomorrow to take me to the train. I'll be on my way to seeing my mother. I really wish my mom did not hate homos so I could come out to her, but I just don't see that happening but hopefully one day she'll come around.

anyhoo I'd rather end this on a positive note. I am excited to start the new school semester. New semester, new girlfriend, new lease on life. I know I can make all of them shine and empower me if I put my mind to it.

love, Angel